Desire Didn’t Come Back Until
My Mind Stopped Interrogating It
For a long time, I thought my libido was gone because my body had changed.
But when I paid attention, it was not my body shutting things down.
It was my mind.
Every intimate moment came with commentary.
Am I relaxed enough
Why am I distracted
Why is this not working
Those questions kept me locked in my head while my body wai…